Losing my mind...

I am afraid of what I will be like come summer. Since I got pregnant with Oliver I have aquired Mush Brain. Originally I attributed it to my body having to now think of growing another person, but it has stayed...things that you would think are simple to come up with don't even occure to me. (Example: Last year when Oliver was still an infant and getting baths in the special baby tub, i could never figure out how to get all the water out through the drainage holes...one day Graham watched me and suggested turning the whole tub over to dump the water out...duh.) Mom suggested that maybe it is lack of sleep which I am inclined to agree with...

This post comes from an incident this morning. I got up, got Graham and Oliver up and we loaded in the car to go to my Dr. Appt for "Baby Amelie". Mind you, this appointment was for 8:15 am in Gresham. We got there on time, went to check in, and the woman looked at me and asked, why are you here? I told I had an appointment, she of course said  no, you have one on Friday the 3rd. I had the day of the week AND the month wrong. For weeks now I have been certain it was on the 25th. Not sure where that came from...

So this leaves me pondering...what will I be like come summer? After another bambino saps my brain energy and most likely even less sleep. I am starting to think I may be institutionalized or just a drooling lump on the couch.

One more sacrifice for being a mommy.